I want to be fucking authentic.

I want to document the journey of my life in the most truthful way.

I want to feel no allegiance to anything but my relationship with the universe.

I find myself to be
… hyper self-aware…
constantly feeling
like maybe
I need
to shut
my mouth.

But I have an urge to share
everything.

To expose myself
is to feel consoled,
and absolved.

I don’t know why this is,
but it is.

Thank you
and forgive me.